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Sirius was not someone who was easily nervous. It was part of being the ever-cocky Gryffindor -- he had enough ego and enough stupidity not to let himself be afraid of anything.

But...this was different.

It had surprised and delighted him when Remus said that he wanted to be with him again. He didn't mind promising to take it at Remus' pace, because it still meant they were together again. That aching, nagging feeling of loss that had been with him since that one night when he'd sent Snape to the Shack was gone. He loved Remus more than he could comprehend, and having the sentiment returned was more than he deserved.

So it left him with some nervousness now that it was their first night...well, alone together since their split. They were walking through the hidden passageway to the Shrieking Shack, and in Sirius' chest, his heart pounded like a furious drum. He wasn't sure what would happen or what Remus would want, but he didn't care so long as he was with him.

As they walked through the passage, Sirius' fingers stayed interlaced with Remus' the entire way there.

Date: 2012-01-12 02:32 am (UTC)
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Remus could feel that Sirius was nervous. Hell, he was nervous himself. But it'd been long enough since they'd gotten together again that Remus...was ready. He'd been physically ready for a while, but emotionally. It'd taken some working up to. Trusting Sirius again enough to open himself up to the other completely took some effort. And he was almost sure that it would be awkward at first, even though they'd done this before. Because effectively, this was their first time all over again.

He squeezed Sirius's hand in return as they neared the shack, deciding it was best to speak up and poke fun at their nerves, in hopes of getting over them. "I hope you're not getting second thoughts now..." he said, with a small smile, as they started to push their way through the door into the shack.

Date: 2012-01-13 02:12 am (UTC)
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Remus smiled slightly, flushing a bit as well. "It... It has been a while, hasn't it?" he asked, stepping across the threshold and going to lead Sirius up to the bedroom, where the bed was - possibly the only piece of furniture left in the place that wasn't torn to pieces and might actually be comfortable. He ducked his head as they walked, deciding it was better to be vocal about his feelings in that moment than not. "You know, it's ridiculous to be nervous right now. It's not like we haven't done this before, but..."

He shrugged, flushing and falling silent as he continued leading the way to the place. They hadn't even shared a bed for the whole night, yet. Just small kissing here and there. Taking things slow. Both of them had had enough of taking things slow, and yet. Well, it made Remus nervous with anticipation anyway.

Date: 2012-01-13 06:59 pm (UTC)
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Once the pair of them reached the bedroom, Remus led Sirius inside, closing the door behind them and moving to sit on the edge of the bed. "Well..." he said, with a smile and a blush. "Here we are then." He tried not to think too hard about how long it'd been since they'd done anything like this. Since Sirius had seen him with his clothes off. He'd retracted whatever viewing rights of his body Sirius had had as soon as the Prank had happened, and well. It'd been over a year. A lot had changed with him physically since the last time. They were growing up, after all.

He smiled slightly, blushing up at Sirius, cocking his head at him slightly. "...well then. Here we are."

Date: 2012-01-15 01:23 am (UTC)
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Remus leaned into the other boy's touch, not minding the fact that Sirius wanted to savor what they were doing. It would give the butterflies in his stomach a chance to cool down as well. He shifted slightly, aligning his body with Sirius's a little better, bringing up a hand to rest on the other boy's shoulder gently, bracing himself as he kissed back. Honestly, the pair of them hadn't really done much more than a few brief kisses and cuddling here and there. For one, because it was all they had time for, all they could sneak in when they managed to find a moment or two alone to themselves. But for another, it was because...they were nervous. Remus was nervous.

What if things were different, now? What if Sirius realized that he hadn't been worth the wait after all? What then? Remus didn't exactly consider himself up to the same par as Sirius, in looks or in social status or in popularity or in cleverness, or well. Anything, really. What if Sirius came to that conclusion as well? What then?

Date: 2012-01-16 09:51 pm (UTC)
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It was good that Sirius wasn't too concerned with all of this. There needed to be at least one of them that wasn't worrying too hard to really enjoy themselves. Remus was thinking far too hard for it to be him. Luckily, Sirius was there to step up and do the actioning for him.

At the pulling him closer, Remus didn't fight it, instead moving his hand up to grip Sirius's shoulder gently, before trailing up to cup Sirius's cheek, running through his hair slightly, then back to the side of his face.

Date: 2012-01-18 07:05 pm (UTC)
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Remus jumped a little at the touch of Sirius's hands sliding under his shirt, pulling back a little. Not completely, but a little. He was self-conscious about the changes to his body. Not just the light dusting of chest hair that he'd grown (thankfully whatever horrible rumors there were about werewolves and body hair were untrue), but the scars. He'd spent a full year of pretty horrible transformations without Sirius around, and there was only so much magic could do in terms of healing.

He flushed at his reaction, smiling sheepishly at Sirius to show that it was alright, they could keep going, even if he was a little uneasy about his body. "Sorry..."

Date: 2012-01-19 05:26 pm (UTC)
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Remus shook his head quickly. "No, it's... It's not that I'm not okay with it. It's." He sighed. "It's silly, to be nervous of you seeing me undressed. I mean. It's not like you haven't seen it before, but. It's... It's different now. I..." He took a breath, sighing slightly. "But it's fine. Really it is. Here..." He smiled at Sirius. "Keep going, it's alright. I. I trust you," he said, reaching out to run his hand through Sirius's hair, encouraging him. "I promise I want this, just. Go slow with me."

Date: 2012-01-22 08:52 pm (UTC)
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Remus relaxed into the other boy's touch, especially at the kiss on his neck. He turned his head sideways and pressed a kiss against the side of Sirius's head, running his hand from Sirius's hair down his back to his waist where he held on firmly. His own hand found its way to the hem of Sirius's shirt before he slid his hand under that as well, lightly tracing the skin of Sirius's lower back with his fingers.

Date: 2012-01-27 12:22 am (UTC)
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Remus sucked in a breath at the touch of the other's thumb, rough on his skin, but it wasn't a bad thing. Remus's hand tightened in on Sirius's back, his nails scratching gently as the other sucked on his skin as well. Once again, not a bad sign. But a sign that Remus was being sensually stimulated. And that he wanted more.

Date: 2012-01-31 03:49 pm (UTC)
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Remus let out a noise that could only be described as a keen, and he flushed mightily in response to it but still pressed forward to meet Sirius's hand. He kneaded the flesh and muscle of Sirius's back under his hands, before he snaked his hands around to start removing Sirius's shirt. He wanted it off, he wanted to let himself admire the other boy's body in a way that he hadn't let himself do in a longer time than he cared to consider.

Date: 2012-02-02 07:04 pm (UTC)
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Remus let himself go a little, kissing Sirius back and shifting closer to him and sliding his hands over Sirius's body, admiring the countours and dips of his body, his blunt nails tracing patterns in the other boy's skin as he does so.

Date: 2012-02-06 05:32 pm (UTC)
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Remus shifted to allow for the other boy to get his trousers down and off, flushing slightly again as he did so but letting Sirius get on with it anyway. He moved and brought his hands to Sirius's trousers themselves, but after he got the fly open, instead of working them off right away instead he worked his hand inside Sirius's pants, cupping the other boy's arousal in his hand as he did so. No going back now.

Date: 2012-02-08 05:40 pm (UTC)
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Remus shifted, letting Sirius pull his shirt up, reluctantly letting go of Sirius's arousal so that he could get the thing up and over his head. Once that was done, though, he settled in for the long haul, tugging at the fabric of the waistband of Sirius's trousers and underwear. This all needed to come off now.

Date: 2012-02-15 12:42 am (UTC)
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Remus kissed Sirius back before pulling back from the kiss. "...is. Is this alright?" Remus asked softly. "Is this... Are you okay? With this? You see, the thing is..." He swallowed hard. "I don't know that I'll be able to stop myself if we go any further than this. It's. It's been a long time, Sirius."

Date: 2012-02-28 01:51 pm (UTC)
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With a noise that was far too close to a growl for Remus's tastes (though he made it nonetheless), Remus flipped their positions, pinning Sirius down on the bed and propping himself up on top of Sirius, aligning their bodies just so. "Then I won't," he said, kissing him on the lips once more before he started to trail kisses down the other's body, towards his arousal.

Date: 2012-03-02 12:16 pm (UTC)
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And that was all the encouragement that Remus needed to keep going down further on Sirius's body, placing a kiss on the lowest most tender part of Sirius's stomach, nipping there slightly, before pulling his head back and sucking the tip of his arousal into his mouth. Remus had done a lot of growing up in the last year or so that they were apart, as it were.

Date: 2012-03-06 04:47 pm (UTC)
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Remus didn't want to admit how he'd learned about these things - that he'd had a few casual flings over the summers and the school year in between then and now, with random boys that never amounted to much more than a quick shag here and there. It wasn't what he'd wanted - what he'd wanted was Sirius - but he had learned a thing or two from it all. Glad to see that Sirius was quite obviously enjoying it, though, he swallowed Sirius as deep as he could, hollowing his cheeks out and pulling back all the way up Sirius's length until he finally released off of the end with a pop of suction. He was good at this, if he did say so himself.

Date: 2012-03-19 12:04 am (UTC)
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Remus could see that he was having an effect on Sirius with what he was doing and it aroused him more than he could express. He reached out to put a hand where his mouth was for a moment, stroking Sirius slightly as he spoke up and asked, "...what do you want to do, here, Sirius?" The sky is their limit, as it were.

Date: 2012-04-29 08:00 pm (UTC)
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They would cover the where later. And Sirius probably wouldn't like it. But it was in the past, and Remus couldn't say that he regretted the experiences, especially since they just added to this one. He nodded, moving to pull out his wand and murmur a charm, his hand and his own arousal suddenly coated with lubricant.

"Don't tense up," he warned the other boy, before he slipped a finger inside of him. It'd probably been a while for Sirus, and even though they'd done things before, he wanted to go slow.

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